What a Near Death Experience (NDE) Taught Me

Life is the most precious gift there is.  We do not have the means to understand life, but we do have the means to embrace every part of it. It is a gift you may not realize until moments before you die. To quote Terrence McKenna the months before he died,

“Just being told by an unsmiling guy in a white coat that you’re going to be dead in four months definitely turns on the lights. … It makes life rich and poignant. When it first happened, and I got these diagnoses, I could see the light of eternity shining through every leaf. I mean, a bug walking across the ground moved me to tears.”

After my NDE, I feel exactly like Terrence McKenna described. Everything moves me to tears. Just yesterday, I was crying because I could see the night sky above me. Life is a gift, and we must treasure as much of it as we can. Even the mundane parts of life are divine. So do your dishes!

The gift of life was given to us by a higher power. It doesn’t matter what kind of god you believe in, or if you even believe in a god at all, because this higher power exists regardless of how you perceive it. This energy of oneness is everywhere, and it is the energy that connects everything that is. It is the energy of being, and you are a mere thought away from experiencing this being. This godlike energy is flowing through us all. It is in that person you don’t like, it is in that stranger on the street, it is in the trees in the forest, it is expanding across the universe. It is what connects us all, it is the collective unit of all that is. Once you connect to it, once you realize how expansive you actually are, that is when you will connect to this higher power. You will come to find that this power is actually love. The universe is existing as a dance, a dance of all that is, and everything that it consists of, is dancing in unison and love. You are a being of love.

The afterlife is another way of being. You can think of death like opening the door to your car. You were experiencing the state of walking to your door- that is life. Then you open the car door, that is death. Then you sit into your car and start driving. That is the afterlife. You are still very much alive, you are just experiencing reality in a new way. Of course, the shift from life to the afterlife is a much bigger than just going from legs to wheels. It’s more like going from being a human to a galaxy!

The state of dying is not an entrance into total nothingness, it is an interdimensional transformation. After you die, you will ascend your humanity. You will transform. And you understand the meaning of it all.

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Mantis Shrimp have more color receptors than us, meaning they can perceive colors that we can’t. Perhaps they can perceive the meaning of life?

If you want to understand the meaning of life, imagine yourself seeing a new color. There is meaning to our life, so much meaning- but the meaning can’t be understood in our human form. Trying to picture the meaning of life is like trying to picture a new color- it is impossible. All we can be sure of is that it exists. We are limited to our human perception, and after death, we lose our human perception. We ascend to a higher state of being, where we have an infinite number of senses. Only then can the meaning of life be understood. What we will understand about life, will expand beyond all meaning. Meaning itself is a human concept, and the need to understand and make sense of reality is also a human concept. You will ascend all human concepts.

Death is a natural process. Death is so natural, you’re going to wonder why you were so afraid of it when it happens. Death is no different from breathing. It’s just happening, its happening all the time, and its completely natural. You’ll remember what death is all about when it happens, because you’ve experienced it over and over again.

Love your body. Cherish your body, listen to it closely, and that will nourish your soul. Your soul adores your body, even if you don’t know it does. Your body is what connects you to the gift of life.

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Practices like yoga can help our souls connect to our body. The more our souls and bodies are in alignment, the more joy you will discover.

We are souls, our souls are inhabiting our bodies temporary. Our souls do not have form, emotions, reason, bodies, memories, or a sense of self. We have no true self. But this does not mean our self does not exist- rather, it exists, as part of one giant collective universe. Everything is connected, and when you think something is separate, you are just looking at one part of the connection.  That means you are me, I am you. Imagine yourself as a single star. if you remained as this single star, you wouldn’t be able to see that you’re part of a constellation. And your constellation is part of many other constellations. All those constellations form a galaxy of stars. You are a tiny detail in one big picture.

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“Imagine a multidimensional spider’s web in the early morning covered with dew drops. And every dew drop contains the reflection of all the other dew drops. And, in each reflected dew drop, the reflections of all the other dew drops in that reflection. And so ad infinitum. “- Alan Watts

Our souls are fragments of the collective universe. In other words, all of our souls are all part of the same web. Our souls are like fractals, containing all that is, unfolding continuously.

We can’t take our memories with us after we die… Memories are a construct of our physical body. This means what you do here doesn’t matter, just enjoy every second of it. But don’t worry- because your memories will still exist after you die. Even if you never talk to another human in your life, your memories are still existing, because your memories are built into the intrinsic web of all that is.

…However, we can take love with us after we die. Love is the vibration of the universe. Love is everywhere, and its existing in many different forms. Love is even in the form of fear. We have not inherited fear to help us survive on the Earth, we have inherited fear so we can experience love. If you’re afraid of dying, it’s because you love your life. Things you would think that have no consciousness, such as a star, is experiencing the love of shining brightly. The purest love takes the form of light, so after you die, a light will guide you into your transformation.

Everything you perceive is yourself. If you’re ever wondering what it is you’re looking at, whether its a person or up at the stars, know you’re looking at yourself. After you die, you can no longer experience the world how you are now. If you are experiencing the world after death, you are experiencing it in a completely different way.

Before my NDE, I would stare at Google Earth, imagining myself staring at the planet, as an astronaut in a spaceship. I would constantly ask myself “What is this?”. I imagined the earth as being small, so small in comparison to the galaxy. I couldn’t make sense of it all.

After the NDE, I realized the answer to my question “What is all of this?” was as simple as “It’s me.”. Everything I perceive, including the entire galaxy, is all just me. Every person I meet is also me. Your life experience is extending out to the entire universe. The universe itself is a reflection of your perception. Your brain is creating the universe, and your brain is the universe.

This means your reality is a subjective experience. There is nothing here that is not subjective. Once you realize this, you can tap into your true power. You really can change your reality through your thoughts alone. But I will cover that at another time!

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You are the universe.

 

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